In the crowd of many people being alone is the biggest curse as well as a blessing. A curse because even being around so many people you cannot get the courage to speak up or interact with them even if you want it bad and blessing because you are far away with all those bad things happening around people or their bad vibes or their drama’s.
So, now I’m going to tell you about Introvert and who introverts are and how they feel, Introverts are normal people or we can say less spoken people, they have the will to speak but they do not speak, they have the will to interact but they do not interact, it’s all because of their overthinking or we can say their vibe because introvert’s vibe does not match with everyone. Introverts have their world created by them in which they are very happy and only a few people (or we can say 2 or 3 people) are allowed in that world. Also, introverts are quiet, reserved but they notice everything around them what’s happening, what is wrong, what is right, they will not speak but they know a lot. So, according to research by Psychologists Jennifer Grimes, Jonathan Cheek and Julie Norem introverts are of four types: Social introvert, Thinking introvert, Anxious introvert, and Restrained introvert.
Even I am an introvert so, I am going to tell you about my real-life experiences, what all challenges I faced being an Introvert, Firstly I am an overthinker, without overthinking I cannot complete any task, So leaving my home for the first time with no experience I overthought a lot that what type of people I’ll meet, will I be able to get along with them or I’ll be left behind, will I be able to live in the hostel, will I be able to handle everything or I’ll fail in everything all these things kept hurting my mind for a long time and even I didn’t have anyone to share all these things except one that’s my best friend (M) she encouraged me a lot and an important part of my life (of course I can share all these things with parents as well but I don’t want to give them any kind of stress). So, I left my home for the first time for my higher education i.e., 11th and 12th from Mody School, Lakshmangarh, I was very scared, all alone in the crowd, lots of things were running in my mind, parents were leaving now I knew that I’ll have to handle it all alone and it was really tough, at that moment I was weak and strong at the same time, tears were running down from eyes but I was trying my best to be strong every passing minute was tough, didn’t know how to handle all these and then one by one my roommates came 1st than 2nd than 3rd we can say it luck or what but they made my life in Mody much easier, I even say it now that if I hadn’t meet them I didn’t know how I would have survived in Mody or I would have run away (ki mujhe yehaan nahi rehenaa h) or I can say they were like savior to me, they made me strong, they made me rule breaker, they helped me in studies, they fought for me, they did everything for me and these are the people we call FRIENDS or Friends of an introvert because introverts really choose people and they do not give entries to just anyone (It’s our world and it’s not easy to be this side of the world). I never wanted to be in the hostel, I use to think that seniors will do ragging and no one will talk to me because I’m an introvert and weak but after surviving my days it just became like my 2nd HOME and no matter wherever I go I’ll always miss my home and my homies.
So, my story does not end here there are many more challenges to come.